rather not
- reluctantUnwilling to act
- hesitantSlow to act
- unwillingOpposed to participating
- declineDecrease or refuse
- passMove beyond or decline
avoid · disinclined · resist · shy away · hold back · squeamish · uncomfortable · queasy · cringe · awkward · dodge · sidestep · excuse · demur · balk · recoil · wince · dread
rather notwant to
Desire to do
dying to · prefer · itching to · ready and willing · open to
rather notabsolutely
Completely, without exception
definitely · by all means · gladly · with pleasure · enthusiastically