masochistically
Relishing one's torment
In a way that derives pleasure or satisfaction from one's own pain, suffering, or humiliation.
The term extends beyond sexual contexts to describe any self-punishing behavior: She masochistically kept rereading his rejection letter.
Often used with mild irony for ordinary discomforts willingly endured: I masochistically signed up for the 5 a.m. boot camp.
Hurting oneself for wrongdoing
- self-inflictedCaused by oneself
- painfullyIn a distressing manner
- willinglyBy free choice
- deliberatelyDone with intention
perversely · self-destructively · obsessively · compulsively · agonizingly · self-flagellation · martyrdom · suffering
Rapid consecutive episode viewing
- hate-watchingWatching something despised deliberately
- doomscrollingCompulsive consumption of distressing content
- trainwreckChaotic, unfolding catastrophe
- obsessivelyWith unhealthy fixation
compulsively · rewatching · rereading · dwelling · ruminating · replaying · reliving · embarrassing
Extremely tiring and demanding
- punishingExtremely taxing or severe
- exhaustingDepleting one's stamina
- relentlesslyWithout stopping or weakening
- sufferingSustained experience of distress
persevering · torturous · agonizing · brutal · excruciating · grinding · slogging · stubbornly
self-punishment
Hurting oneself for wrongdoing
- self-inflictedCaused by oneself
- painfullyIn a distressing manner
- willinglyBy free choice
deliberately · perversely · self-destructively · obsessively · compulsively · agonizingly · self-flagellation · martyrdom · suffering · endurance
binge-watching
Rapid consecutive episode viewing
- hate-watchingWatching something despised deliberately
- doomscrollingCompulsive consumption of distressing content
- trainwreckChaotic, unfolding catastrophe
obsessively · compulsively · rewatching · rereading · dwelling · ruminating · replaying · reliving · embarrassing · cringeworthy
grueling
Extremely tiring and demanding
- punishingExtremely taxing or severe
- exhaustingDepleting one's stamina
- relentlesslyWithout stopping or weakening
suffering · persevering · torturous · agonizing · brutal · excruciating · grinding · slogging · stubbornly · doggedly
masochisticallysadistically
With enjoyment of suffering
cruelly · domineeringly · aggressively · tyrannically · oppressively
masochisticallyhedonistically
In pleasure-pursuing manner
prudently · cautiously · comfortably · wisely · sensibly
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