torn between

• dividedSeparated into portions
• tornPulled into pieces
• indecisiveUnable to make choices
• waveringShowing unsteady resolve
• hesitantSlow to act

ambivalent · uncertain · pulled · caught · struggle · dilemma · crossroads · split · tugged · agonizing · wrestling · heart · head · loyalty · choosing · stuck · paralyzed · fence

• decisionschoice, make a decision, choices, yes, no
• inner turmoilinner turmoil, inner conflict, inner struggle, self-doubt, indecision