mixed emotions

• bittersweetWistful yet warm
• conflictedEmotionally at odds
• tornPulled into pieces
• ambivalentHaving contradictory feelings
• complicatedDifficult to understand

confused · turbulent · unsettled · contradictory · wistful · nostalgic · longing · melancholy · heartache · tears · laughter · joy · sorrow · overwhelmed · tender · aching · poignant · reunion